ARROYO
— “Triste Bahia” —
They say the first
letter of my name evolved
from a picture of a
carcass
a cabeça de vaca
sem as suas costelas
expostas like claws
or jaws ancient
my
neighbor says not to
let my son sleep
on my bed but I do
I
know the terror
at night we're haunted
by my great great great
grand-
parents dry on cracked
soil beating in the cold
of my feet na Bahia in the
bones
they inhabit on my bed
In America, I learned
that arroyos are
paths
carved by the rain
but I already knew
at
night the cracked soil
calls for me, as
cabeças
de vaca of my greats
calling and calling
I
tell them I don’t
know you, but I
do
_______________________
the city’s spine
is a split bifurcation
solidified in calcium
in
America they
eat the bagasse of
oranges and say my
name
means bliss I am
in love with bone white
concrete, the spine of the
city
sits fleshless and free
of scales flexible bones
that can bend and bend
and
keep bending and keep
bending and bending
bending right up until they
snap
After Nathaniel Mackey
and Caetano Veloso
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- December 31, 2021
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“Arroyo — ‘Triste Bahia’ —” from MOTHER/LAND: by Ananda Lima.
Published by Black Lawrence Press October 15th, 2021.
Copyright © 2021 by Ananda Lima.
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Ananda Lima is the author of Mother/land (Black Lawrence Press, 2021), winner of the Hudson Prize. She is also the author of four chapbooks: Vigil (Get Fresh Books, 2021), Tropicália (Newfound, 2021, winner of the Newfound Prose Prize), Amblyopia (Bull City Press, 2020), and Translation (Paper Nautilus, 2019). Her work has appeared in The American Poetry Review, Poets.org, Kenyon Review Online, Gulf Coast, Colorado Review, Poet Lore, Poetry Northwest, Pleiades, and elsewhere. She has been awarded the inaugural Work-In-Progress Fellowship by Latinx-in-Publishing, sponsored by Macmillan Publishers, for her fiction manuscript-in-progress. She has an MA in Linguistics from UCLA and an MFA in Creative Writing in Fiction from Rutgers University, Newark.
"There is so much unbridled joy and pained tenderness in Ananda Lima’s poetry. Inspired by the poet Nathaniel Mackey and the musician Caetano Veloso, her verse streams effortlessly down the page, plaiting English with Portuguese, as Lima sings of the thrills and terrors of her new life in America, the pleasures of motherhood, and what she inherited from her family. Her voice is singular and wise and fresh. I love the poems in this collection."
—Cathy Park Hong
"In Ananda Lima’s luminous debut, the cultural landscape stretches vertically, from the bustling US cities to the tropical waters of Brazil. English communes with Portuguese, shaping a language that is musical and enchanting, though not without tension. For this speaker, hard-hitting questions about homeland, nationality and citizenship persist, as does the search for home. Mother/land gives breath to the immigrant’s bittersweet songs about what is gained with migration and what is lost, what can be recovered and what will remain out of reach."
—Rigoberto González
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