Little Infinities

Fay Dillof

1.Remember The Twilight Zone episodein which a couple tries to escape town on a trainthat loops them back to the same station?Like that, there are tracks in my brain. 2.Halted on the highway,my friend Amy says We’re not in traffic,we are traffic. 3.I try not to look at the man in the park, doing pull-upson the limb of a tree. Sweaty,bare-chested—he’s always there.Not that it’s always the same guy.Or the same poor tree. 4.My father’s cousin, when he still could speak,asked How big is your now?but I was already looking back on the momentfrom some sad future. 5.The gratitude journal I keep by my bed is emptybecause every night its the same:trees. 6.In the final reveal, the couple is trappedin an endless gamebeing played by a giant child. 7.Well, at least she never stoppedtrying, my gravestone might read. 8.When I say soul,I mean like a photobooth photo—quick this, this, this, oh, this.

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Fay Dillof’s poetry has appeared in Best New Poets 2022, Gettysburg Review, Ploughshares, New Ohio Review, Field, Spillway, Rattle, Green Mountains Review, and elsewhere. She has been awarded the Milton Kessler Memorial Prize and the Dogwood Literary Prize, and received support from Bread Loaf Writers’ Conference, Sewanee Writers’ Conference, Napa Valley Writers’ Conference, and The Adirondacks Center for Writing. Fay lives with her husband and daughter in Northern California where she works as a psychotherapist.

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