a prophet-mother, moonstruck & star-stricken

Destiny Hemphill

desire (v.) — from Latin desiderare.from the phrase de sidere “from the stars,” from sidus “heavenly body, star”

tell em I ain’t playing with them no more. tell em I said: no more hide & seek. i said: go ahead & seek me out. tell em my body be galactic. tell em my body be guide home. tell em i been lost too long. i pray: make me like the stars my ancestors followed—captivating yet always eluding captivity. i pray: return me to (my star) dust. i say, i’ve been away from my star too long. may i draw no stargazers. let there be no gaze or watch upon me. i rebuke any surveil against me. tell em don’t look at me if you refuse to see me. ask them gawkers: can i have my face back now? tell em do not look at me if they only wanna capture me. if they only wanna consume me. if they only wanna feel my flesh burn upon their pallid touch.
           but
if they should look at me & they should for some reason not see stars, but moon. if they should look at me & for some reason not see glow but shadow & if they are confounded because they thought only light equaled presence.

            tell em i think the fuck not.

tell em that i be here. tell em that (whether of spirit or flesh) their eyes play no tricks. i said: tell em i be here. tell em—they should know that my dark body exists whether or not it reflects the light of their own.

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 Destiny Hemphill is a chronically ill ritual worker and poet, living on the unceded territory of the Eno-Occaneechi band of the Saponi Nation (Durham, NC). A recipient of fellowships from Naropa University’s Summer Writing Program, Callaloo, Tin House, and Kenyon Review’s Writers Workshop, she is the author of the poetry collection motherworld: a devotional for the alter-life (Action Books, 2023), a finalist for a Lambda Literary Award and Publishing Triangle’s Audre Lorde Prize. Her work has also been featured in Poetry Magazine, Southern Cultures, and the Academy of American Poets’ Poem-a-Day series. She served as an inaugural Poetry Coalition Fellow, a Kenan Visiting Writer in Poetry at the University of North Carolina-Chapel Hill, and an inaugural Tin House Reading Fellow.

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“mama say this earth will outlive this world,” Destiny Hemphill writes, and in this gleaming collection she gathers what of this life might bloom into another. Through rituals, hymns, memories, murmurings, chants, and psalms, motherworld convenes the women and waters whose routes mark an otherwise from the brutal arrangements of the here and now. This transformative practice is not for the faint of heart. Toni Cade Bambara asks: “Are you sure, sweetheart, that you want to be well? . . . cause wholeness is no trifling matter.” And here is a poet who answers with a resounding yes—her affirmation a root system, fortified by all the nourishment of blood and earth. Hemphill’s motherworld shimmers with that brightdark joy that is grief’s marrow. What luck and work to carry the instruction of these poems. I will be holding them close and pressing them into many hands.

— Claire Schwartz

 

motherworld transforms language into something map-like, topographical, somatic. A vast heredity speaks out in this beautiful collection of poetry—it is the multifarious self and all those that came before. A hymn of continuous death and rebirth is here. It is prophesy in a voice that is arresting and fierce. “i am trying to remold my mouth to speak more bravely,” Hemphill writes. She examines the past, but is not mired by it. Grief and love are emotions that are processed through the body, which is painful, but a means towards tangibility and revolution. This language-driven reality gives us something living to hold in our very mouths, and transform. These poems feel godly. And shared. This book shares a secret with the reader: “the earth will outlive this world.” And I for one needed very much to hear it.

— Bianca Stone

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