But it’s not like that. Let me try to explain. Let me give you a real out. Have you ever punctured something tiptop. Have you ever forgotten. Your shoes. Have you ever spun around real fast and become. A water balloon. Are you following all of this.

But I do apologize for the inconvenience. Did that sound sincere. Can you press your ear to my heart to make our own calendar. I am trying here. I am crafting something out of nothing. That is my specialty. Some make macaroons or millions of dollars. Not me.

But I am glued. To my handcar. My partner untied his shoes. He got out. I pump myself one-handed. I use all my weight. I am so tired. The whole world is a mirage. Where does this thing end.

But the bus is gushing us out one by one. Into Port Authority. Imagine being in the army. Imagine being deployed to Port Authority. Aren’t we all.

But I’m ugly. From the inside out. I suck. Your voice into a balloon and pop it. I lose. All my favorite bits. I retract. From the sun which is never a good sign. I don’t look for good signs. I capture. The flag.

But I can’t name the country. You ask. What it means to belong. I’m thinking about surrounding things. I wrap my Christmas. Tree with a. blanket. To keep us cozy. It looks so bad out there.

But I am in a Big Community. With myself. I am the Big Leader. I am the defect. I don’t want. To pay taxes. I am crocheting a big safety net. For all of us. I am working. Very hard.

But the phone calls are not going through. Hello. Operator please give me. A real out.

But I can’t find the end. Of the line. It grows faster. Than me I am playing. A big game. I eat all. The bits.

But I never run out of bits. Do you like my routine.

But only my temple. Is tender I am tough. Luck baby. I am down for the count. I am rained. Out.

But don’t let this get you. Down. Don’t go all soft. On me now. I am frozen. In time. I am a big memory box. I am all meat. I can eat you alive if you let me.