Fall of Varia
The tanks from the Past rolled in this morning.Our neighbors crowded the curbs to cheerthough only yesterday, they were snitching:A has prior tendencies, B has backward dreams...Already the old flag flies over the armory,the cathedral, the courthouse, Mercy,Parliament, Beaux Arts, a kindergarten.Already we tell ourselves, "The Past rules,but if we hold our breath we'll emergesafe in the present, vindicated, knowingwe're steadfast, we passed the test of our lives."Troops file by, numberless as ears of wheat,gray with ash, so tired they give off light,eyes locked, forward, forward, never a glancefor our linden-shaded side streets; and we watch,we force ourselves to peek, or not peek,we part the curtain a hand's breadth, a thumbnail.At nightfall, gunshots in a distant suburb,dry, faint, adamant as a cat's cough.For every twelve firing squad volunteers,rumor claims, one is issued blank ammo:so even in the Past, there must be shame.Nothing happens fast. Rain of decrees.But you can still get salt and whiskeyif you pay with a necklace, a deed, or boots.Butter is rationed, then shoelaces, then spoons.Lice return, roaches and rats: raccoonsrummage unchecked in a brimming dumpster.We tell ourselves, "Vermin: this story is familiar."When the snow falls in its own silence,spilling forwards, like blood in bath water,and there is no heating oil, we think "childhood."Alone in the privacy of our triple-bolted room .we open our fingers and peek: yes, yes, the soldiers,still advancing, bowlegged mountain boysbearing the insignia of the Interior, tranced in cadence:sometimes one stumbles, careens, topples forward,but the boots march over him, the drum never pauses.When the knock comes, it will be long ago.
Feature Date
- January 3, 2023
Series
Selected By
Share This Poem
Print This Poem
Copyright © 2022 by D. Nurkse.
All rights reserved.
Reproduced by Poetry Daily with permission.
Fall 2022
Berkeley, California
Editor and Publisher
Wendy Lesser
“Everyone should rush right out and subscribe to The Threepenny Review.”
—Tony Kushner
“There are vanishingly few magazines left in this country which seem pitched at the general literary reader and which consistently publish such interesting, high-quality criticism, reflection, argument, fiction, and poetry…Threepenny is thankfully still out there.”
—Jonathan Franzen
“The Threepenny Review is one of the most original literary magazines not only in the U.S. but also on the entire planet (as far as my experience allows me such a judgment). Why? Because it stands outside the fads of the day; it’s not driven by any intellectual group or fashion. What it does is give the readers the taste of many individual writers’ voices.”
—Adam Zagajewski
Poetry Daily Depends on You
With your support, we make reading the best contemporary poetry a treasured daily experience. Consider a contribution today.